Thanks for answering my question, I was afraid I was going to offend you. I can totally see where you're coming from now and completely understand your feelings now. Whatever decision you and K decide I hope it brings you guys nothing but good times and happiness in the future.
I am not ready to let go of my two remaining embryos for the same reasons you stated. There is a nagging curiosity about having a singleton (from pregnancy, onward). When I remember that would be in addition to the two I already have, it snaps me back to the reality that it probably isn't a good idea. Sometimes I wonder if the weight of the troubles we share on our blogs gives them more weight than they are in our reality. It's okay to have mixed feelings about parenting. It's not all fun, but it is incredibly rewarding. I was surprised that I didn't enjoy the baby stage more and am thrilled that it is more "fun" as they get older.
Please share your thoughts! It makes me feel like I have friends.