Currently 4dp5dt so I obviously have nothing really to report.
There's activity in my abdomen so I'm fairly certain I'm gonna have good news in a few days. Can't really describe it. It's not quite cramps and it's not very consistent in what it feels like. This morning when I woke up, it was kind of a general ache in the whole lower, center area. I'm getting little bands of tightness across the full abdomen. And little, uhm, burning spots for lack of a better description. The evening of transfer and the next morning I felt 2 very specific hard twinges so, ya know, here's hoping.
But yeah, just kind of vague general activity from time to time. I have no idea if this is still just recovery from egg retrieval and all the stims or if this is new activity.
And of course all of the blogs and forums describe symptoms this early as feeling like the onset of AF. Well I have no clue if that's what I'm experiencing because being a PCOS person, I don't really have AF without medications so I don't ever have any indication that it's coming, so I sincerely don't know what the onset of AF feels like.
As I comment on various IF blogs, I'm starting to think I should record the Captcha words as potential baby names. My favorite so far is PooPom. Leave me your Captcha baby names in the comments!
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Saturday, October 29, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Final Embryo Count
Got the final update today on what we got from this round. And the total is 5, just like last time. I've got 2 of them floating around in me now, 3 went on ice, and we still have 1 frostie from our first attempt. So I have this attempt, and 2 more in the bank.
I was really hoping to get three attempts in the bank. I know that these numbers are actually really, really good, and the quality of the embryos is really, really high, but like everyone else in the world, I wanted more. I just can't help but be scared that it's not enough. What if none of them ever take, or what of some of them become pregnancies that don't make it to term? Will I feel like I did enough to be able to walk away from IVF without regrets? I just don't know.
But we're not focusing on that right now. We're focusing on my swimming Maybies!
Aren't they cute?
And because I'm like every other IVF patient in the world, I'm imagining all sorts of twinges and pangs that can be interpreted as something but are likely nothing. Had some sharp pangs on my lower left yesterday and right now I'm experiencing some pangs on my upper right. I'm 1dp5dt. That's waaaaaayyyy too early for implant, right? They still need another day of swimming, right?
I wish these pangs could reasonably be interpreted as implantation. Cuz if they could, that would mean that both are implanting on complete opposite corners of the uterus which would be fabulous. But I'm not deluded enough to think that it's real. Psychosomatic I'm sure (she says fishing for someone to tell her otherwise).
K is being totally supportive. He's doing all the laundry and the dishes so that I don't have to lift or bend. And when I can start doing pottery again (the position I sit in while doing kind of crunches the core so it will be a few days), he's going to put a bag of clay up on the table for me every morning so I can just cut off what I need without having to lift it. And he's going to help me unload the kiln tomorrow or Friday when it's ready to be unloaded. I was smart, I loaded the kiln the day before transfer except for the top level so that I wouldn't have to do it after the transfer.
Ok, now that I've completed the second half of IVF, I'll need to write another IVF Random Tips posts. Please ask me your questions or submit your tips so I can get them included!
I was really hoping to get three attempts in the bank. I know that these numbers are actually really, really good, and the quality of the embryos is really, really high, but like everyone else in the world, I wanted more. I just can't help but be scared that it's not enough. What if none of them ever take, or what of some of them become pregnancies that don't make it to term? Will I feel like I did enough to be able to walk away from IVF without regrets? I just don't know.
But we're not focusing on that right now. We're focusing on my swimming Maybies!
Aren't they cute?
And because I'm like every other IVF patient in the world, I'm imagining all sorts of twinges and pangs that can be interpreted as something but are likely nothing. Had some sharp pangs on my lower left yesterday and right now I'm experiencing some pangs on my upper right. I'm 1dp5dt. That's waaaaaayyyy too early for implant, right? They still need another day of swimming, right?
I wish these pangs could reasonably be interpreted as implantation. Cuz if they could, that would mean that both are implanting on complete opposite corners of the uterus which would be fabulous. But I'm not deluded enough to think that it's real. Psychosomatic I'm sure (she says fishing for someone to tell her otherwise).
K is being totally supportive. He's doing all the laundry and the dishes so that I don't have to lift or bend. And when I can start doing pottery again (the position I sit in while doing kind of crunches the core so it will be a few days), he's going to put a bag of clay up on the table for me every morning so I can just cut off what I need without having to lift it. And he's going to help me unload the kiln tomorrow or Friday when it's ready to be unloaded. I was smart, I loaded the kiln the day before transfer except for the top level so that I wouldn't have to do it after the transfer.
Ok, now that I've completed the second half of IVF, I'll need to write another IVF Random Tips posts. Please ask me your questions or submit your tips so I can get them included!
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